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What I am waiting for finally come... tomorrow.

April 10 2015. Where I suppose to break the safety belt of my life. 

Maybe for some people, the date is not special like what I think about. But, in that date. I will go to the dream land. The place which I really want to visit. The place which I will be placed for a few years and the dumb witness of my way to reach what I want to reach. I do not have a big expectation like before (a year ago when I went to the place for the first time). In my mind, I just want to study hard to prepare the collage enter test--and I really do not have any expectation of that. I will keep walking. Creating some plan. And do the best of my best struggle. 

The place which will be my dumb witness is Yogyakarta. Yeah, a place where you will found Malioboro as the street name and the place where all unique things appear everywhere in the town. 

Yogyakarta is in Central Java Indonesia. The Special place like the name DIY (The Special region of Yogyakarta) because the sultanate. Yeah, the government keep the sultanate. (If you ask me why, it will be a long long story because I have to open my history book :p).

• Why must I choose Yogyakarta?

I keep asking the same question to myself. A year before, maybe, I answered that Yogyakarta is the best place to study because we can find a lot of good university inside. Another thing is I can meet a lot of people from many kind of Island. It just like, "Ok. That is good... so come and let's struggle!" But right now, I cannot find the same answer in myself. I am in rush to decide the place and my parents have already been agree with the decision. They said, "You can study outside from the hometown but just in Yogyakarta or Bandung."

Bandung is the another region in Java. West Java exactly. But I do not have a big deal with the place. But... Whatever. The most important is I can enter the best place for myself. 

• Which University do you want to take?

It secrets. I just give you hints. I will take Videografi or Communication major.

• What will you do if you failed 'again'?

It truly hurts. I cannot answer it. Maybe I will comeback to the place where I study English. Pare. East Java Kediri. Or... I will be a backpacker for a year. 

• Do you feel great with your way?

Eng... I am confused. I do not know this is the best way or not. My heart asks me to do my best because there is not a wrong way in this world. Wrong and Right is just a label before people know the result of the things people do.

• What is your best motivation?

I want to make something useful for everyone :)